A sad realization

It's going to destroy me when I finally accept I can't have what I've been wishing for all along. You can't ever know anyone, these foolish creatures of convenience, they never hold true to their words. Their unwarranted fear of being alone rules them. They don't care who they hurt and they would hurt the world if it meant they didn't have to face their own demons. So I'm left wanting so much and not a soul in the world to share it all with.

(Just realized this may be the first non light hearted entry. It's sammy after all, I should get credit for holding out this long, right?)